I have let you walk all over me for too long. I can’t believe I have been so weak. I wasn’t this weak before I met you and let you pretty much screw up my entire life.

You lie. Too much. You shouldn’t lie to me at all. I don’t lie to you. Ever and that seems to be one of your favorite activities. Only after choosing josh over me and doing things you shouldn’t. How dare you. How dare you take advantage of my trust.

I’m not happy and I haven’t been for a while. Ever since you started lying to me in the first place. You’re not happy either so what the fuck are we doing? Why are we still doing this to ourselves?

I’m sure you’ll find a way to blame this on me, you always do. “you never let me do anything! I never get to hang out with my friends and you do all the time. Your always going places while I’m at work blah blah blah excuses excuses I’m turning this around on you to make you feel bad so I’ll look like less of an asshole when we both know I’m just guilty.” I don’t have friends first of all. second, josh isn’t your friend and the sooner you get that through your head the better. He’s only going to bring you down and I honestly don’t think you even mind. He’s stupid and he only uses you. Just like you use me.

I hope your piss comes up hot on the 19th. It’ll teach you a lesson. Or maybe it’ll only make things worse. But if I’m already being honest, I don’t feel like sticking around to wait for you.

You don’t know that I know where you’re at. I know your at Josh’s house. I can’t wait to hear whatever excuse you have to give me when you get here.